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In the Bar
I remember sitting in the student
bar with a friend and an art major. The friend said, “I don’t know much about
art, but I know what I like.”
The art student leaned forward to
say heatedly, “And you like what you know!”
My friend was like me: a little
baffled by art, a little feeling inferior, and with a chip on his shoulder. As
for the artist’s reply, I am slowly coming to see that there are many realities
out there, not just the world I perceive, and that art can make me uncomfortable
when it shows me a world—or an art piece—different from what I know.
A very crude example, which barely
hints at what I mean: A criminal may think all of us are criminals, a
prostitute may think all marriage is prostitution, a pacifist may think we are
all sheep—and I, not being among their little peer groups, would react with
distress to any art that suggested their views. Please don’t show me a painting
of a wholesome 1950’s housewife and mother, with lingerie peeping out, robbing
a bank. If you do then I will escape into saying it’s a joke. As for the
1950’s—my favorite decade—there are movies made in our century, set in that decade,
that simply wouldn’t work had they been created back then: The people would
have found the shows to NOT be the sort of art they know they like.
Like my friend that day, I realized
I too didn’t know much about art, and I felt I was missing out on something, like
the feeling I get around playoff season. A year or more later, I remember going
to an art gallery and seeing two abstract shiny bird sculptures by the same
artist: One sculpture was big, and one small. I liked the smaller one best, and
I was so pleased with myself when I checked price tags and found the smaller
one had been valued more. That day I hovered near other groups of art browsers,
listening to overhear if I could pick something up from their conversations.
In a Class
Eventually I got my act together: I
took the plunge by registering for a night class in “history of art.” In a
class of mainly interior design students, I caught the second (winter)
semester, covering the time from the invention of modern art up to the present.
I said, “Wow.” Previously, a few university students in various majors had told
me that art history was their favorite class, but I had mostly thought this was
because they hadn’t been ready to learn history back in high school. My mistake.
It was the art they liked, not the fleeting references to what was going on in
the world around the art.
I would recommend the class to
anyone: At a basic level, I learned things designers and women know, such as
how the eye (my teacher used a laser pen) travels about the “picture plain,”
and how shapes and colors create tension. In theory, a classic painting holds
together like a classic poem, so that if you moved even one shrub you would
change everything. At another level, I learned some landmarks to navigate the field
of art history; soon I acquired the same vocabulary as successful businessmen
and their wives who could rattle off the names of dead artists. I started to
realize why careful self-made millionaires would fork out for fine art. For me,
it was like studying classic literature or music and suddenly thinking: “Hey,
now I know what all the fuss is about! No wonder this stuff is classic!” I
joined in with those of similar education, and more: I felt I was now among the
ages, among lively peers long dead.
And while I appreciate photographic
realism, I have come to appreciate the answer to the question: Is modern art a
hoax? …No. And those huge price tags for the “crazy stuff” our public gallery
forks out for? I am reminded of a former hockey goalie, Ken Dryden, when asked
why NHL salaries are so high. He said he couldn’t defend it, but he could
explain it: Market value.
I passed the course… and just recently
I have realized something: I don’t even know yet how little I know, only that I
have a long way to go to learn about appreciating art.
If we in this society don’t really
know about art then maybe it’s partly because we don’t truly want to encounter new
worlds and new ways of perceiving… and maybe it’s partly because it takes time.
No instant gratification. You only get out what you put into it, of course, and
many folks just won’t stop to smell the roses. My art history teacher would often
just keep a slide up on the screen as she talked, and then point out how
keeping it there had allowed us to increase our appreciation. Yes. As for being
willing to see: As the detective said, many of us look and don’t notice. I
found this out the day I had to write dialogue for a college assignment: I had
been a book lover for years, yet I still didn’t know how to punctuate
dialogue—I had to grab under my bed for a Louis L’amour western and then for
the first time truly see.
In a Book
A lover of westerns, or a tourist
from Europe, would love to be in the little “one four-way stop” town of Black
Diamond on an early Saturday morning. There you can see ranchers, husbands and
wives, wearing full cowboy regalia, with their horses in trailers outside,
having their morning coffee. (That specific cafĂ© has closed; I don’t know where
they go now) I was in Black Diamond (coal) last weekend. The town is on the
route to the Alaskan highway, and so there is enough traffic to support artsy
stores. In Blue Rock Gallery I found a slim blue book that could change my
life, if I let it. Art Objects: Essays on
Ecstasy and Effrontery by Jeanette Winterson.
It turns out Winterson will spend
an afternoon at a gallery visiting one or two pieces. This is hard for me to
imagine, just yet. As for art allowing us to see, she approaches the idea from
many angles, making a case for “new seeing,” and, at the same time, a case for
the idea that we of this society are just too unwilling to see. This view I can
somewhat imagine, just from knowing myself, and it’s not a comforting thought.
At least I’m willing to learn, someday.
The concept of taking enough time
also applies to language arts. Of literature, Winterson writes,
“…Much of the delight everyone gets from radio adaptations of classics is a straightforward delight in pace. The actors read much more slowly than the eye passes, especially the eye habituated to scanning the daily papers and skipping through magazines. It is just not possible to read literature quickly. Neither poetry nor poetic fiction will respond to being rushed.
…Art, in its making and in its enjoying, demands long tracts of time. Books, like cats, do not wear watches.”
In my Life
I am slowly coming to grasp that, among
my fellow Internet users, it is maybe the majority, and not the minority, who will
skim instead of reading. Such a pity—do they even guess what they’re missing? If
you skim, you’re dim. As former Microsoft manager Scott Berkun has pointed out,
you never find a tweet to say, “I’ve found a literary short story on the web.”
No, nor a painting. But you will find tweets for a photo of a dog wearing a
hat. Or laugh-out-loud (LOL) cats.
Shortly before Christmas I drove
south across the plains to the next city, Lethbridge, about two hours away.
This was because Olivia, a young lady who works at my favorite art gallery, (the
Stephen Lowe) had raved to me about an exhibit at the SAAG. (Southern Alberta
Art Gallery) Well. When next I saw her I had to sheepishly admit I hadn’t liked
it. “There wasn’t a single piece I would want to hang up in my home.” Olivia
kindly took the trouble to explain the exhibit was intended for stuff you
wouldn’t put in your home. Her private gallery sells pretty; the public exhibit
was for offering new ways of seeing. Besides thanking her, all I could say was,
“Oh.”
Today I feel fine not knowing what
I will like some day. Olivia doesn’t judge me; it’s the journey that counts.
And I’m excitedly looking forward to someday knowing, at last, how little I
know.
Sean Crawford
In artistic cowboy country
February
2014
Footnotes:
~I liked the 2002 movie Far From Heaven, starring Julianne
Moore, Dennis Quaid, Dennis Haysbert and Viola Davis. Set in the 1950’s, it
comes complete with 1950’s-style movie titles, sets and musical score, yet I know
it could never have made a profit in the fifties. Critic Roger Ebert wrote
“Because the film deliberately lacks irony, it has a dramatic impact; it plays
like a powerful 1957 drama we’ve somehow never seen before.”
~ The students in the bar were the ones
in my essay, Is it Art? Archived
January 2013, as a follow-up to Groovy
and Graffiti, in the same month.
~As for my belief in taking time
instead of skimming, one of my more popular essays, going by hit count, is one where
I give up on hurried folks who want their links on a silver platter, No Links is Good Links, archived July
2012—of course I won’t link to it, since my archives are accessible.
~Someday I want to read Winterson’s
memoir/novel Oranges Are Not the Only
Fruit, after seeing part of the movie version at university.
~As for viewing different
realities, some day I will re-read the satire Gravy Planet (aka The Space
Merchants) about a planet controlled by business interests. Meanwhile, when
Winterton wrote in the chapter/essay Imagination
and Reality, that we live in a “money culture” I didn’t dismiss her reality
as “too artsy” or “leftist.” No, because while the original Star Trek could feature a planet
controlled by organized crime, A Piece of
the Action, and allude to a planet controlled by women, (the episode where
they had put in for repairs and now found all their computers given a female
voice) the “show bible” made it clear, according to a screenwriter, that no
planet was to be controlled by business.
"If you skim, you're dim". I had a bit of a chuckle when I read this. This phrase could be printed on a t-shirt. I've been very lucky to travel to cities that are known for great Art. I've been to the Louvre, the Hermitage and the Glenbow.
ReplyDeleteLet's just say that the Louvre and the Hermitage are really "wow".
Wow, I've been to the Glenbow too—such a small world. I've just been to London where there are two modern art galleries, one, the Tate, on the south side of the millennial bridge and one, S-- House, on the North side of the Waterloo bridge. And I was told by a Brit on the flight back that I missed an even better gallery, but I forget the name.
ReplyDeleteI found a delightful store near the British museum that is on the web called Its All Greek. What I bought was Ancient but looked like modern surrealist art! Called meditation, lots of curves.
So much art, so little time. At least I saw the big places in inner London on the tourists map. Instead of taking my pound notes to exchange at the bank, I am keeping notes: So I will go back again!
I've been to a few more museums and in the past, I was at the Tate Modern as well. That same one! Talk about small world, eh? (since you've been in the UK, it's time to hear some Canuck again)
ReplyDeleteThere's a certain serenity when strolling around an art gallery. Don't you think? Welcome back!
My trip was heavily poetry related, and I wrote, but I am under instructions from my sensei not to tell the world yet. My poetry manuscript now has a completion date of July. That's both scary and fun.
ReplyDeleteI like galleries and they may be serene now, I'm not sure, but I still worry because once I was struck by survivor guilt or something and had to leave quickly.
You are the first one to welcome me back. This morning I am wide awake too early, and impatient to get to my Friday Freefall writing group. There I will get lots of "welcome backs."