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Like last week, I
will present the poem before the essay.
Like two weeks ago,
I will follow the essay with some light fiction from “free fall” (as explained
in this month’s Dr. Fell post).
Vocabulary: The
word “glen” is from Scots-Irish meaning a narrow valley. At home, where the bow
river eases through a spread out flat prairie landscape, I chuckle to refer the
area of Glenbow.
The rest of the airy poem is in the footnotes.
The Fairies
By William
Allingham
Up the airy mountain
Down the rushy
glen
We daren’t go
a-hunting
For fear of little
men
Sacred (essay)
Strange to think
of an airy land being sacred, although I did read a story as a child (Perhaps in
Alfred Hitchcock Presents) where
there was a remote valley sacred to the indigenous God. A rich hunter persists on
going into it, following some game. Luckily the white-man God comes into his
camp at night and gives him a little totem. I imagined the hunter’s God as
wearing a blue plaid jacket like my father wore.
I suppose an
atheist might think there is no need for sacred, just as, to him, there’s no
need for religion. I answer: Not quite. While I would never advocate religion
to an atheist, sacred is something else. I would ask the person: Do you have a
study desk that is just for studying? If you are associated with the armed
forces, then do you have a parade square that is sacred, a square you would have
to go walk all the way around rather than casually amble across? In both cases
you beheld an object, or a place, to set your intention to study or train.
Sacred needn’t
mean blindly religious. At your study desk you might do arts and crafts on a
pre-Christmas weekend; if it’s dark late at night on an army base, then, after
boozing in the bar, you might dash across the parade square to get back to
barracks. I admitted doing so to a military policeman, while under
interrogation, and we both laughed. (The MP was trying to track everyone’s
movements on that night)
To me cemeteries
are sacred, in a semi-religious way, but if scientists ever had a reason to
believe an old graveyard might contain useful information on the origin of the
deadly Ebola virus, then I would be first in line with a shovel. “The dead must
serve the living,” I say. Again, sacred does not mean rigidly religious.
If my atheist
friend confuses sacred and religious, then perhaps it is because the sacred intention being set is so often
religious. But not always. I would point this out to my friend by rhetorically asking:
Where is the religion in a preserved French battlefield where one is directed
to neither laugh nor sing? Where is the religion in bowing as you enter the
martial arts dojo? And what of that special area of an awesome intention to reach
out, not for the religious but for the spiritual?
Ah, spirituality.
In our day and age, “spirituality,” as you know, is freely individual. Scripture-free. It’s not organized, not coercive and certainly not oppressive. How sweet to peer through the veil between this world and the next, or to seek a connection with another realm, or to seek a higher power whom some would call God, or to seek to transcend our common mundane life—Give me airy Gnomes and Fairies!
In our day and age, “spirituality,” as you know, is freely individual. Scripture-free. It’s not organized, not coercive and certainly not oppressive. How sweet to peer through the veil between this world and the next, or to seek a connection with another realm, or to seek a higher power whom some would call God, or to seek to transcend our common mundane life—Give me airy Gnomes and Fairies!
Perhaps spiritual
is what I mean by sacred, and perhaps my meaning differs too much from the
mainstream. Then again, our words change as our understanding changes.
I think there are
things undreamed of in our everyday philosophy, things that, like a dream,
cannot be grasped as solidly as we would grab a shovel handle. I sense this.
In the Pacific
Northwest the indigenous elders would wrap away their sacred carved masks until
next year, not to preserve their “specialness,” not like a store packs away
seasonal decorations, but, rather, to preserve for their people the opportunity
to connect with the spiritual. I’m sure the elders were practical hunters,
serious and realistic, yet also willing to see something beyond the horizon.
“If the spiritual did not already exist, we would have to invent it.”
(Paraphrasing Voltaire)
Gnome (Fiction)
I’ve mentioned my free
fall group before. Our “prompt” one morning was “something heard on a public
conveyance (bus or taxi)”
I’ve been a bus driver for
a long time—of course I like my job. I always half regret when they change my
route after every six months, because by then I’ve gotten to know Margret and
Maggie and little Meg.
One day, of
average summer weather, after the commuter crowd had dwindled, and I was
waiting at my time stop, I heard a voice from the bottom of my stairs, saying
“hello.”
I said hello back,
guessing that it was a man, not a woman, just don’t ask me what age, a man
dressed in a gnome costume, complete with tall hat.
The fellow
continued, “Do you gnome the way to San Jose?”
I said, “I’m going
right there. I guess you mean the San Jose Jotel, right on top of San Jose
Pizza.”
“Yes,” he said,
climbing the stairs to sit nearest me. “I’ve got a lot of friends, and there’ll
be a place to stay.” He sat down with a lumbering motion of the older, but not
the coordination of the oldest, and not the flop of the youngest. Then he leaned
forward with the posture of a chatty customer, my favorite type.
I pulled the
mighty swivel lever and swooshed the door, asking, “Have you been here before?”
“I’ve been away
too long, too long among the mundane world.”
“Oh. Well, where
do you hang your hat?”
“This weekend,
with my fellows at LepreCON, the convention for the non-mundane at heart.”
“Hold that
thought,” I said as I pulled out to the road.
He added,
“Normally my hat is in a lot of closets, for I’m such a Gnomeo at heart.”
Peering into mirrors
and the distance I said, “I can’t nudge wink to you, I’m driving… Have you a
philosophy, oh Gnomeo?”
“Yes, yes I have
come to believe that life is a great big freeway, and we are all free to travel
the less mundane road, if we like.”
The road rumbled
while we pondered this.
I said, “I see you
like wearing green.”
“It’s not easy,
being a gnome, but with a dream in your heart you’re never alone.”
Sean Crawford
Calgary
April
2015
Footnotes:
~It was when she
played the voice of Juliet in the 2011 animated movie Gnomeo and Juliet I first learned who Emily Blunt was. It’s a fun
show. (Emily’s also the heroine in that 2014 Tom Cruise sci-fi movie, Edge of Tomorrow, and she’s in the
fairytale musical Into the Woods)
~I can’t resist
saying that in Edge Cruise does not
just smile pretty but is a good actor, as a reviewer at Roger Ebert’s site
notes. Cruise plays a uniformed noncombatant, a jobnik, a public relations flack named Cage (No doubt because he’s
caged by the war) Writes Matt Zoller Seitz , “Cage is a complex and demanding
role for any actor. It is especially right for Cruise in that Cage starts out
as a Jerry Maguire-type who’ll do or say anything to preserve his comfort, and
learns… By the end he’s nearly unrecognizable from the man we met in the
opening.” Link to the review.
~My poetry policy,
for all these past posts, is only to present what I have memorized. For today’s
poem, I can only recite the first verse, so that’s what I posted. For the rest
of it, here’s the link.
~Sometimes stuff, rather
randomly, makes it onto our FreeFall Fridays blog. We post it as it was written
that day, not revised. (Except for spelling and punctuation) Here is the link.
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