Wednesday, October 30, 2019

Black Smoke Becomes Soot

(Any relation to this month’s “theme” of “sound” is purely coincidental)

Hello Reader, 
Got spooky silence?

If October is my favorite month, then it’s partly because of Hallowe’en—which was properly spelled with at apostrophe between the e’s in my youth—short for All Hallowed Eve, a time for creatures of the night. This was only fair, for soon the cock-a-doodle-doo would crow for All Saints Day, a new pure day without any ungodly creatures allowed… And, according to my computer spell check, it is STILL spelled that way—so there! 

If, for walking after dark, October is my favorite month then it’s because I grew up without streetlights, passing cold twisted trees and warm golden windows.

The malevolent Martians would use their Heat Rays to remove humans retail, and their Black Smoke to remove humans wholesale, in bulk. You may recall an earlier post where a very young man escaped the Black Smoke, as it was heavier than air, by staying in a church steeple for three days. By then the Smoke had vanished, leaving a coating of soot everywhere. This poem is from an older thoughtful man, probably making his way to the high ground of Primrose Hill. 


Poem
After Poison Black Smoke Becomes Soot


Our ancestors avoided the fearsome dark,
preferring to huddle warm in the campfire light.

At night I walk past lightless houses with windows vacant,
walking with silent steps on rubber soles.
Soot covers houses and sidewalks and bodies.

Our ancestors thought ghosts would hate the living.
Not here.
These sooty silent streets hold no ghosts,
only a dreadful vacancy.

Once there were bright loud streets of cheery people.
Not now.
No lights, no noise, only the sound of empty wind.



Sean Crawford
Evening of Hallowe’en
The anniversary of The War of the Worlds Orson Wells radio broadcast,
Which ends with a reference: That light? It’s just a pumpkin
town of Okotokes
2019

Sad Footnote: The BBC three-part mini-series, according to many blog commenters, is bad: Bad script, bad lines, bad acting. Such are the comments. At least there is still a new Anglo-French TV series coming within a year.

Wednesday, October 23, 2019

Contempt for Calgary Teachers


Editor’s note: I had planned to keep with this month’s theme of sound, with a piece about a friend’s hearing impairment, but news has overtaken me.
Hello Reader,
Got breaking news?
Just when you hoped teachers could learn? 


BREAKING NEWS: 
Bullying Report Merits Contempt says Sean Crawford

This week, the Calgary Herald newspaper page 3 headline (Thursday October 17) goes, 
Staff training urged in CBE bullying report. 
(CBE stands for Calgary Board of Education) Right below is the “kicker,” 
Critic charges board review ‘dismissive’ of parents, students facing difficulties.

As it happens, although I graduated from the department of disabilities at the local university’s Faculty of Education, with due respect for my fellow alumni, I must agree, not with the school board that made the report, but with critic Barb Silva, the spokeswoman for the Support Our Students advocacy group. The context is the suicide of a bullied nine year old girl in March.

History repeats. I sympathized with parents and students back in mid-2015, in my essay Saving Tomorrow Land (regarding a movie about George Clooney wearing a jet pack) where I noticed that Bully Solutions, with 40 case studies, gave little hope because nearly all of the solutions had come from parents: Teachers with university degrees seemingly knew less about bullying that an untrained parent with common sense. Hence my contempt. I am of the opinion—let’s hope I’m wrong—that the tragic death of that nine year old, and the many tragic deaths at the Columbine School, have been in vain. In tomorrow’s land, as astronauts soar into space, the bullying down here will go on and on.

Please forgive me for voicing this distressing opinion. In February I reviewed What We Want You to Know by children from a good affluent area of southern Ontario, subtitled Kids Talk About Bullying. Of all the stories told, (think case studies) the teachers were effective only twice. May God and parents help those poor children, because nobody else will.

The fresh report by the CBE (Calgary Board of Education) says teachers need more training. Really? Where have I heard that line before? Oh yes, in South Vietnam and Iraq, remember? 

Experts told us that with “more training” those well-equipped armies would bravely take on, face to face, ragged insurgents and ISIS forces which are without training, only common sense. Rubbish! Soldiers will not risk their sacred lives, nor teachers risk their sacred comfort, unless they feel mutual trust in each other, having confidence that the “hearts and minds’ of everybody else are in agreement. In February I documented, from practical U.S. for-profit hospital meetings, how such a “win” is indeed possible—without reliance on classroom “training,” while noting it might take a year or more for teachers to trust each other. The founder of those for-profit meetings is living right here in Calgary, a former Calgary Alderman and Member of the Legislative Assembly, (think US state government) Brian Lee. (Note: Lee’s plan takes three years, not ‘one year and then stop,’ lest confidence, attitudes and momentum be lost) 

The school board, through Kent Donlevy, interviewed 150 CBE staff. Donlevy said there was no time to interview parents and students since the research was done over the summer months. Silva asked, “So why not do this important research over the span of a year?” The Herald article by Eva Ferguson notes, ‘But Silva argued the language being used in schools is too vague and serves little purpose:’ “Why use well-being or wellness? Why not call it what it is? It’s bullying. Where is the discussion, action and initiative around conflict resolution for students? Where does the board address emotional resilience?”

Long ago a philosopher said, “If a goal is true and good and beautiful, AND if it is not being reached, then there is an obstacle in the way.” Want to stop bullying, unrelenting misery and suicide? There is an obstacle here, and it’s not the parents.


Sean Crawford
Wetaskiwin
October
2019

Footnotes, for those with hardy stomachs: 
~A field tour of Vietnam stopped after one year. (Six months for officers) Unfortunately, children may be in misery for years, plural, according to those Ontario students.

(Reminder: There’s no excuse for being surprised anymore—It was back in the early 1970’s that Women’s Liberation, to society’s big surprise, discovered that even drab nuns in shapeless clothing can be assaulted, with rape being not from arousal, but from the joy of violence and bullying)

Three news links from the BBC, from this year:
(link) A wife and mother, even though (sarcasm) ‘kids will be kids and you should just ignore them,’ has Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome.

(link) A young girl was repeatedly sexually assaulted by bullies on the playground but her teacher didn’t believe her until she was too sore to sit down.

(link) A boy is no longer the same since he was raped by a bully on a play date.

Three essays of mine, archived from this year:

Human Warmth and War of the Worlds includes a part regarding a  U.S. school shooting, and teacher’s CYA response, May 2019
History repeats. During Vietnam, angry young soldiers observed that army paperwork was not to advance the war effort but “to cover your ass.” (CYA)

Bullying Still, is regarding teachers at that Calgary school not changing their culture after suicide, and a girl, with an award from the prime minister, having to change schools, May 2019

Bullies and Teachers, regarding practical advice for teachers, beyond “try harder,” February 2019
For folks “archive challenged,” here’s (a link)

Wednesday, October 16, 2019

Sounds After the BBC War of the Worlds

essaysbysean.blogspot.com Sounds After the BBC War of the Worlds

Do you hear noise…or sound?

Imagine the Black Smoke killed all the song birds, 
leaving us, as Rachel Carson has warned, with a Silent Spring?


Hello Reader,
Got sound?


Did you know that Helen Keller, deaf and blind, replied that if she could have one sense returned, it would be her hearing?

As I see it, Helen would have spent her time in living room circles accompanied by her friend Ann Sullivan. I think Helen, in her darkness, wanted to hear in order to socialize. As it happens, I knew (and signed on her hand) a feisty old independent deaf-blind woman. In her case, she said she would choose sight.

As for the deaf, a deaf-Gay woman told an Independent Living Conference that just as the Gay community (LGBTQ) has a different culture, so too does the deaf community have a different culture. True. For example, according to a bi-lingual (speech and signing) student high school president, if a deaf boy asks a deaf girl out, and she says no, then he does not curl over and slink away: he’s fine. 

In contrast, I have noticed that hearing people, in a group, if they are speaking for a paragraph, will sometimes speak their last line in a lowered sheepish voice—which bugs me, and I have asked everyone at my toastmasters club not to do so. (If only for the sake of the hearing impaired) Incidentally, I have heard that the “hard-of-hearing” folks have separate concerns from the deaf community.

I suppose, as noisy summer fades to quiet winter, it could be nice to feel gratitude for sounds.

So here you go, here’s a grateful War of the Worlds poem, from a time when a desolated society is rebuilding:



Sounds, 
Before and After the Martians

Before the Martians

Summer meant nice neighbors going about their lives,
lawn mowers and radios and singing chainsaws.

As a boy lying on the sunny grass
listening to droning little fixed wing aircraft,
so tiny without passengers or cargo,
I heard the drones as friendly sounds of pilots having fun.

As boys sleeping out in the trees 
at Strickland’s farm,
Bobby complained at still hearing faint car noise.
But I lay hearing drivers on eager journeys 
to pools of light.

Bobby disliked the bosun’s whistle of morning birds.
But I felt the calls as a bitter-sweet lonely music,
in the empty woods where I might never sleep again.

Sometimes at night a train horn came rushing over hills and treetops
as the train sped towards distant greener grass.


After the Martians

A mile away in the dark
a train slides on the rails
whommmp, whommp, whommp
A triumphant sound
of a land being stitched together.
I will never see the greener grass.

Distant cars with well tuned engines
give me a rushhhh.
The skies include jets again,
and pinwheels on important errands.
But no small aircraft—I miss them.

I miss the sounds of neighbors.

Early this morning,
sleeping with my window open,
I dreamed I was awoken by birdsong.



Sean Crawford
Autumn,
Calgary
2019
Footnotes: 
~Rachel Carson changed history by warning us about the consequences of using DDT for clearing roadsides and killing crop pests. I dimly recall her book as being a good role model for studying composition. 

I thought of Carson when my poem about fear, archived July 2019, ends with Jane saying, “The birds were doomed anyways.”

~Speaking of emotional desolation, without birds and sounds, here (link) on Youtube is a performance (It looks like inside the Royal Albert Hall) of the plaintive “Because you’re not here it is Forever Autumn,” from the musical War of the Worlds, which I heard in my hotel lobby on my pilgrimage (posted last week). But not in a Woking hotel—in London!

~As for sound, the North American premier of the BBC War of the Worlds is not causing any buzz that I have heard. Perhaps folks are clapping with one hand. Never mind, the Europeans also have a British-French TV series coming out soon, maybe that effort will do better. Here’s a preview (link)  from New Zealand;

~Trivia: In the 19th century, when Wells wrote, wooden milking stools always had three legs, never four, as three was optimal for an uneven barn floor. 

~Trivia: The original artists for his novel, just like our modern artist-creators voicing Hollywood futuristic robots, at least,  right up until Siri and Google, very often made the fighting machines stiff and robotic. But Wells saw the tripods, with their polarized discs inside their tentacles and legs, as moving absolutely life-like, able to cross a pasture as fast as sparrows. 

Wednesday, October 9, 2019

Woking of Wells and Mars


Hello Reader,
Got media pilgrimage?


On Sunday (link) we had the North American premier of the new, exciting BBC mini-series War of the Worlds. I won’t see the series myself, because I won’t pay for the T and E channel, a channel I never even heard of until now. Of course fans of War of the Worlds are excited. 

Fans of anime, over in Japan, I hear, do pilgrimages. They travel to see the real locations that anime (Japanese animation) artists use to draw their cartoons for television. (Cartoons that are far, far superior to the noisy ones made in the U.S.A.)

Being a fan of prose novels, I finally did something I have wanted to do since elementary school: Travel to see where HG Wells lived while he was gleefully writing about his neigbors being blasted by Heat Rays. As a boy I decided: Someday I would go up Primrose Hill where the narrator looks out over a desolate London, seeing a gash in Saint Paul’s cathedral. And on my first trip to England, with a detailed map of South England for tracking the Martian advance, I finally did so. What I had never imagined, in my boyhood, was that as a middle-aged man I would be inspired to write a book of poems about the novel, poems that would take place both in the real present and an imagined one. Note: Modern poems don’t rhyme.

I have been posting those poems onto my blog since Christmas, at roughly fortnightly intervals. Here is a poem of my very first hours on English soil. As you may know, the first Martian cylinder landed not in New York or L.A—go figure—but outside the town of Woking, south of London. Soon after my jet screeched down at Gatwick, I hiked  down the sidewalk and turned into the Woking historical society. I invited an historian named Duncan to guess why I had come straight from the airport. “You have relatives.” No. “A military connection.” No. (There is a big WWI Sikh graveyard) I said, “I’ll give you a hint: Three legs.” Turns out the high Fighting Machine in the town square, advancing from the direction of Horesell Common, is affectionately known as Tripod. I had a swell time in Woking, staying at two hotels, (my first time ever seeing Downton Abbey, in the hotel cafetria-lounge) but never staying, as it was full, at the HG Wells Hotel. Here’s a poem:

Into Woking

I flew the strato-jet from Calgary to the airport,
from the airport I rode a passenger train to Woking,
from Woking station I backpacked to the historical society.
I met Duncan who expressed his regrets 
that Occidental College is now Occidental Shopping Centre.
We both remember how the Martian Heat Ray 
blasted the college, 
putting the chimney 
of Mr. Wells’ house 
in line of sight of the Ray.
Crack! went the chimney.

The house of H.G. Wells has a little plaque.
I stood outside his home 
with my back to the raised rail line across the road.
Wells knew the station was close yet too far
so he borrowed a cart and drove his wife to Leatherhead.

The cart was borrowed 
from the owner of the Spotted Dog.
The horse, 
poor brute, 
suffered a broken neck.
The owner, 
poor man, 
was found dead in dark of night.
Wells, 
mercifully, 
was innocent of
what was to become of Leatherhead.

Today there is no Spotted Dog.
Locals raised on Wells tell me with distaste
a few years ago 
a car dealer 
levelled it to make a paved lot.

A bar named Ogilvies has a sign of a telescope.
Inside are many old pictures of telescopes—
etchings, lithographs, engravings,
but no mention of Ogilvie, 
a friendly astronomer
and a good man 
who perished under a flag of truce at the sandpit.

A bar of the Witherspoon chain has a Wells theme.
On the ceiling are two great illuminated glass circles,
a clock face,
and a circle of book pages,
readable from the floor. 
A local eagerly asks, 
“Do you want to see time go backwards?”
“Yes.”
He rushes over to the secret switch 
for the Time Machine.

Someone says George over there 
was the model for the Invisible Man.
George raises his glass to salute
while the Man sits alone 
in the window 
wrapped in his bandages.

I pull out my walking map from the town library.
A drinking buddy tells me the sandpit isn’t marked. 
“Just go there, and turn here,” says the friendly man.

No one wants to drink under the gaze of nasty Martians. 
Far down the hall to the loo is an old steel etching,
a stiff Martian holds a projector to blast a bridge.
Be thankful those times are long ago.


Sean Crawford
October
Calgary
2019

Sidebar of childhood memories:
Penguin books always had plain covers, (Not for sale in the USA) except for some of the comic ones—and The War of the Worlds. I read it cover to cover while at a thrift store, waiting for my mother to finish volunteering. She said cruelly that I should have waited, because now I had it all finished before I even got home.

Through “the bush” (as we called it) from my home was a high jump sawdust pit at the far edge of the vast school grounds. There pop cans dented the sawdust like crashed Martian cylinders. I remember running to the pit and crying myself to sleep. When I awoke I saw a brown rabbit very close by… 

I had often cried from abuse, utterly normal crying, but that was the day I faced a Truth about my life and my mother, a Truth of horrible knowledge and despair, a day I will recall forever, to be used when I wrote of a boy running up the church stairs to cry in a bell tower, to be asleep and safe when Black Smoke smothered the rest of the town. (Archived June 2019 as Losing Innocence, With Martians)



  

Thursday, October 3, 2019

A War of the Worlds Casualty

Hello Reader,
Got some realism?


It is a convention for entertainment writing—memoir not so much— to minimize the true awfulness of casualties. As Hollywood does. Then again, in that oldest of western literature, Homer’s bronze age tale, the gore, to modern ears, is terribly well described. But of course Homer wasn’t making entertainment: He was composing a classic.

As for the future, as when we are watching a war movie, or enjoying The Sopranos, we would do well to still have, at some level, an awareness of how things would actually turn out. Such knowledge, besides guiding us in voting against war and crime, can come in handy. For example, after the cold war finally ended, a friend confided that he chose medical school because he reasoned: If people of the future were reduced to scrabbling in the rubble then a physician would be among those few the survivors would want to keep alive.

As for the past, I keep in mind a lesson of “always become good at your craft”: I still laugh and shiver at the “too grim for prime time” story of the frontier dentist who had a gunslinger for a patient. The dentist pulled the wrong tooth by mistake. Then he pulled the right tooth. Not good craft. The gunslinger went off to the saloon, where he brooded on the popular slogan that life isn’t supposed to be fair. “Oh yea?” thought the gunslinger “Says who?” Then he went back to the dentist, pulled out his gun, and proceeded to pull two of dentist’s teeth. 

… My previous Martian invasion poems had lots of entertaining action. Today I present a poem just a touch more real, a tad less commercial, about someone who survived the panic of the invasion.



After I Panicked and Strained My Back

My body, my body,
hurts like hell, sometimes.
Hurts dimly, all the time.

In the dark,
hard to sleep,
afraid of agony-freeze.
Freeze, try to roll, freeze again.

Is this it?
My new normal?
Dare I dream of a full recovery?
I dare not, no false hopes.

I freeze mid-crouch,
the back spasms passing a doorframe.
But at least I can walk.

Am I old before my time?
No, I am outside time,
just living this day.
I have no future anymore.



Sean Crawford
September
Calgary

2019