Wednesday, April 10, 2019

Brave Reservists and Martians

Headnote: I meant this piece to follow right after my Korean War post in March, called Christmas and Brine, but Brexit overtook me.

Hello Reader,
Got reservists?

Last week I sympathized with soldiers, so let’s keep to that theme. The young man I knew, in the background when I visited his parents, was a reservist, K.I.A.: I grieved hard for his folks. 

To me, the special thing about reservists is no one is truly forcing them to be there; That, and how as volunteers they are “bright eyed and bushy tailed,” uncynical, not merely doing “a job.”  To my knowledge, this is true for the UK, Canada and the Commonwealth ANZAC nations, but maybe not for the modern USA. Of the latter, I only know that I once spent a long desperate night with a US major (story for another time) who told me it took months to get his reservists up to a good standard. Then again, this was back in the 1970’s and his guys were not lily-white volunteers: By being reservists, they were exempt from going to Vietnam. 

Is reserve training too hard? Put it this way: I once knew a long haired teenager, in a legion marching band, who complained about having to hold his instrument up to his chin before they marched off. I was trying to understand such people during a thoughtful conversation with my base chaplain, an older man with a buzz cut. First thought: Both my chaplain and I mused: “He was only there because the band was going to go to Germany.”

Second thought: The chaplain asked, “What instrument did he play?” 

“The cymbals.”

The older soldier gave me a serious look and said, “There’s the answer: He wasn’t motivated. If he had been, then the discipline would not have seemed too hard.” 

So now that’s my answer as to whether the reserves are too hard too hard: If you are motivated, and see the training as part of carrying out the mission, then it will feel appropriate.

… In the novel War of the Worlds by H.G. Wells, the casualty rate among the regular units who face the Martians is nearly 100 per cent. In my poems the situation is like the Jurassic Park movies: You survive by not encountering the dinosaurs. 

On my blog, I am reprinting my poetry manuscript out of order. These next two poems are from when the Martians have passed on leaving the land depopulated, the economy in shambles. The narrator has two sisters, Janet and Susan.


Spotless Equipment

Make sure your equipment is spotless
said the middle aged dentist,
the stout factory foreman,
and the eager young postal clerk.

Make sure your equipment is spotless
said the colonel, 
the sergeant-major, 
and the corporal.

As civilians and reservists,
for the duration of these strange times, 
their old jobs had swirled away like dead leaves.

In civilian jobs folks can be slack: Not now.
These leaders wanted clean equipment
for a sharp mind 
in a sound body.

Their brothers in arms 
had been burned up,
gassed down, 
blasted to bits.

Their own survival was chance, 
nothing more than chance.

Comrades once on the dole, 
comrades once with grunt-jobs,
had a sharp role in this gasping world.
Now they lived with utter commitment.

Feed the wretched,
bridge the rivers, 
clear the roads.

Keep your equipment spotless.

They remember their old life 
like Tarzan remembers Lord Greystoke,
a life of gentleness and goals.
Now they live in the rough present,
surrounded by khaki,
half crude soldier and half Boy Scout.

And if
perchance
the Martians advance again,
run like hell
in an orderly fashion.

There’s no chance for slackers or heroes
When the Martians come.



At the Crossroads

At a crossroads stands the ruins
of a former general store and post office.
Here, the brush and bracken 
are being cleared by “the Tommies.”
Mostly the soldiers are young.
Some are old,
and all were cheerful reservists, together.

Now they don’t have much of a life,
 living here are at the crossroads. 

Now their days are spent handing out warehouse food,
and digging latrines and drainage ditches in the rain.
In ponchos of grey they dig and dig,
complain and joke,
and dig their ditches straight and true.

When Janet and Susan smile,
the Tommies feel warmer and dryer.
Says the ginger haired one, 
“I keep getting letters from a Las Vegas showgirl;
I told her to come here and meet you ladies.”

The royal mail had ended long ago.



Sean Crawford
Calgary
2019

Footnote: Ah, the “manpower-firepower ratio.” 
If I was a time traveler, and came across a moustachioed serviceman, from the days of horses, arguing about whether modern weapons would ruin the spirit of war, I would tell him this ratio is eternal. An Australian history professor who’s name escapes me found the ratio is 20%  no matter if the casualties come machine-swift or bayonet slow. At “20% casualty rate” defending troops will be broken in spirit; on open ground they will break and run… Homer, at the walls of Troy, described runners being mown down “like sheep before wolves.”

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Free Fall Original

Headnote: This would have run last week, but Brexit took my attention.

Hello Reader
Got originality?

Today’s post? Not quite my usual free fall. (Which I won’t define yet again) 

Secondly, from Friday, is a piece about me. As you may recall, I never compose a blog post about myself, but this surprise piece was speed written at the Friday Free Fall group, at Alexandra Writers Community Centre (AWCS)

Firstly, from Sunday, are two fun poems. You see, I attend, at AWCS, a weekly Poetry Cafe, run by an authentic fun poet, Laurie Fuhr. (With a drop-in fee) She leads by showing us examples of other poets, perhaps with whiteboard class exercises. I like how Laurie’s original, for I don’t believe there is another such “free fall poetry” group for hundreds of miles. The most fun part, for me, is how Laurie has us write poems, right there in the cafe, in speedy free fall style. Too bad we only have enough time at the end of the class to go around reading only one or two of our poems for that day; how nice to be with other enthusiasts.

Of course we all use our special poet’s pen and paper—except me. My own originality is that I often make my poems rhyme, which is not how modern poetry goes, and that I always use my laptop because the screen helps me to make patterned poems.

Prompt-
We generated a long list of Irish words, then I chose to go with “castle.”

On the emerald isle stands a castle grey
Where the winds rush through from far away
Away in time rushing around the stones
Where green grass blows over long gone bones

About the castle rush little feet scampering
Children outside in their jerseys—no pampering
They lean out from casements, and no they don’t fall
Castles are for the quick, for one and all

Behind the stones spy fairies, they who love the kids,
On the bench are old parents, who pop the lids
Of their Guinness and their sweet cigar cases
While kids look for fairies, and run their races

Simple stones for simple folks
With simple pleasures and simple smokes
As children climb and skip and run
A windy castle is so much fun

We forget old bones below our games
Old bones that once had played the same games


Prompt-
Laurie showed us how a poem can use a series of rhetorical questions

When you see my castle do you think of me?
When you think of a queen do you know of me?
Do you know I had a name, and a husband dear?
And we once had lives, although it’s not so clear.

Can you leap as high as Michael, run as fast as Bridget?
Can you balance on that rock, without any fidget?
Do you fashion cones and pines into some sort of widget?
So like my Michael, and my dear lost Brigit

Do you like the wind playing through your hair?
Do you love the gulls slanting on the air?
Do you thrill to ride on a sweet old mare?
So did I, so did I, racing on a dare

Do you wonder at my life, from my castle’s stones?
Do you wish there still were horses here, greys and roans?
Do you wonder when I join the wind in doing a moan?
It’s because I miss you children, and now I’m less alone


Prompt- 
unwrapping memories

I’ve been thinking lately of unwrapping memories as I read of the dysfunctional family of novelist Pat Conroy. One of his younger brothers, who works with disabled children, really can’t stand to be around the other ones. One of them committed suicide but that was from clinical craziness when he went off his medication. Never do that.

Next month I am taking a two day course at Saint John Ambulance in mental health first aide. This will be right after my one day course in medication refresher for my disabled clients, which will be after my evening staff meeting, and all this will be during the week and a half I booked off. Strange, the money I save by having a “staycation” will go to Saint John, but I really want to know things. My brother still has a big scar, but at least I can stand to be around him.

A survivor I know thought that we can’t remember much because we had boring childhoods. That’s a nice thought. In the movie version of Conroy’s book the mother says the father never hit her. In the book version the boy goes to his dresser, because she always thinks that, and pulls out a bloody T-shirt he has been saving, in the hopes of breaking her denial.

God gives us denial for a reason, so I don’t mind it. When I get rich I’m going to go find my parent’s graves and I will remember only the good stuff. Because life goes on. As long as I’m not being an idiot it’s OK to forget.

I am going to be a Speaker for the Dead at toastmasters and I’ll just have to guess. And if someone asks if I’m speaking for a relative I’ll just reply how can I? Unless I’m a mind reader. Later, if I’m talking to a relative, I will remember to be humble and realize that my memories don’t have to be right. Best to get a second opinion on any that are too silly.


Sean Crawford
At Alexandra Writers Community Centre,
In the “C-space” building,
An old sandstone four-storey school,
Calgary
April
2019


Footnote: 
~ Speaker for the Dead is a science fiction novel by Orson Scott Card that will never be a movie, if only because it’s too psychological to film. In that world it takes no training or certification to be a Speaker, just the willingness to tell the truth about the departed, without whitewashing or darkening. The book won both the Hugo and the Nebula.


~ I might say that like Conrad’s young brother, I too work with folks with disabilities. Last night at Toastmasters we went around saying what we admired about the person to our right. Sharon liked how I worked with folks with special needs; her son has special needs. Sharon admired how I bring a "special take on things" to our club; she can still remember parts of my speeches from long ago, and she still quotes parts of them, to other people.